Okay, I’ve stumbled upon more freakingly amusing but super weird letters from guys I used to know. Kinikilabutan ako hindi dahil sa kilig kundi sa icky-ness nito. I can’t believe I still have those OBSESSED declarations of love on paper! I believe the reason I’ve saved them is because I thought that if ever I had to sue, I’d have proof that I was being stalked! Now I have no use for them so I’m thinking of burning the disgusting things.
Anyway, I had an emotional relationship with a guy who said all the right things, did everything exactly how I wanted without even asking and was totally “prince charming” material. He was really smart and we talked about everything. Best of all, HE WROTE ME love letters. Totally intense, mushy, swoon kind of love letters. (I am such a sucker for love letters.) So needless to say, I was dangerously on the edge of a cliff with that relationship. I started to really like him more than I should. More than my brain says I should. He seemed great!I woke up to reality when he started to really freak me out my calling me like every ten minutes. Demanding to know where I was and what I was doing! Eh talo pa ang tatay ko! Commander in chief kung umasta!
Normally, I LIKE it when a guy I like calls just to chat. When he updates me on the stuff he’s been doing. Pag nagtetext. When he asks me kung kumain na ako or something. you know, the usual stuff people do kapag nagliligawan. I like knowing that I’m being thought of. Normal diba? Kaso yung mga phone calls nya unti-unting nagiging obsessive calls. Magagalit sya kapag hindi ako sumagot agad. Kung wala ako sa bahay pag dpat oras na nasa bahay ako. He kept calling for apparently no reason. Tapos kung ano-anong regalo ang binibigay eh hindi naman kelangan. Pag isosoli ko lalong nagwawala! Iiyakan/ magmamakaawa pa pag sinasabi ko ayaw ko nang makipag usap sa kanya .That totally woke me up. This guy was CRAZY!
Then there was this guy who kept professing his love for me and asking me if I felt the same way about him too. He was very masipag with writing me. they weren’t exactly love letters, but it made me feel close to him because we kept up such a good correspondence . I admit I was selfish at first, leading him on, not saying anything definite. Don’t burn me at the stake, I was younger than I am now. I loved the attention. I figured I wasn’t like hurting him on purpose. He finally got the message that I didn’t like him that way when I freaked out and told him off after he suggested some inappropriate thing to me. And when he kept insulting me, but saying it as a joke. That was too much. This guy was crazy too. Hindi nya ako mapa-oo kaya binastos na ako ng todo. Loko ka, etong sayo. *punch in the nose, thump on the head with a frying pan*
And of course, out of all the crazy guys I knew, how can I forget the one who came to me with puppy dog eyes, asking why I dumped him “just like that.” I didn’t KNOW we were a couple! Sure, nanliligaw sya. But we were never a couple. I NEVER agreed to be his girlfriend!Tapos sasabihin nya ONE YEAR NA RAW KAMI?! What the hell!!!? CRAZY!! It’s all in your mind! Tapos ipagkakalat pa sa buong school na I broke his heart. Sira ka pala eh!
And lastly, I have fond memories of this guy who asked his mommy to take a photo of us together. LOL. He’s not crazy in a frightening way. He was cute -crazy and he gave me homemade love cards and notes. He’s the one who started my whole weakness for love letters. He never wrote anything good, never said anything really (coz we were only kids.teenagers.) but he was the first ever guy na nanligaw sa akin na gusto ko rin. hehe. the feeling that came along with receiving those notes was like a drug to me. Sigh. The wonders of young love. hehehehe.
